Here and Now

No matter what you want to do or where you want to go, you have to start where you are right now. You have to do what you can with what you have.

Of Death and Dying

I wonder how many people
When dying
Say
"I can die this way"

Because so often,
We hear
"I can't die now, not like this"

Scar

[skahr]

–noun
1. A mark left by a healed wound, sore, or burn.
2. A lasting aftereffect of trouble, especially a lasting psychological injury resulting from suffering or trauma.
3. A blemish remaining as a trace of or resulting from injury or use.

When I Meet Love

He will not have a bouquet of roses in his hands
He will despise the color red
He will think Teddy bears are childish
And I'm quite certain that he will know, candy isn't good for me.

When I meet Love

He will not run, trip or fall for me
He will not profess feelings of hearts and skipped heartbeats.

He will walk carefully
He will get to know me.

When I meet love

He will not Speak to me a soliloquy
He will Simply breathe until his lungs are full
He will do nothing differently
He will understand.

Inside

Life breathes heavily around you
You sit Indian style centered in your room

The sun breaks through the blinds
But you ignore her heated stare

He Could Change The World

With His hands behind His back.

Shadow

He has a loyalty that mirrors a shadow
Willing to follow me wherever I go

And in the darkest moments
He becomes one with me.

Allowing me to disclose my secret memories

Build me a patio

So we can sit in silence talking about the rain

Dear Rain

I've been waiting for you all day.

Just because it's better than the past

Doesn't mean it's good enough for the future.

Standards change everyday

Dream bigger.

I believe in fairytales

I need someone to understand why
and not judge me for it

Far Too Often

I think bigger than my reality

I ignore my intuition and try to cover it with my idea of happily ever after

I make believe that everything is perfect

I say, everything's gonna be alright

Even when I don't believe it myself.

I think that I can think things into reality.

I believe in the law of attraction,

that. What I think about ,I bring about

So I refuse to think the worst of you

Of me

Of life

Lately I've been Disturbed
By the ghosts
Of my greatest mistakes

Mistakes that I don't know for sure that I learned from

Sometimes it still hurts
Makes me feel an uncertain way

Feels like regret
Feels Like betrayal
Like a Nightmare.